school
School started for two weeks already... things seem to going smoothly for me, but some other seems to have problem... For me i just follow what i have to do.. get to school in time, do work, presentation, then go home....
School system want to step jigay already.. once time pasts 0830 then late... deduct 0.5 for grade given... waa really step jigay strict... but in the end everybody late also... stupid sia.. no choice have to suffer from the lateness deduction.... so every morning waking up early is necessary....
then now school very crowded year 1 packed... like market... bus waa like sardine.. lift is crowded too.. even reach school early after waiting for the lift .. u will be late too... no point.. late for 1 min = -0.5 then might as well late for 1 hour...
talking abt school there will be full of complains..
off topics...
i want to watch "L change the world"
i want to have "final fantasy advent children soundtracks"
i want to watch movies....
i am hoping for wednesday and friday to come everyday..
motivation to school will be these days...
everyday must think need time to rest also...
i guess i will end here ...
this post seems to be random..
but nvr mind .. hack care
Labels: hack care
ah neh L leaving marks at
11:38 PM.
sianness
school starting tml...
meeting new friends tml...
the same old routine tml...
damn sianzzz... anything new other than friends and class...
sometime i really feel that i gt into a wrong school... but i knew alot of good friends in there...
wrong school but good friends...
maybe after a while i will be ok with the new friends....
actually hoping to quit school and go the other way...
to private ???
ite???
army??
sian leh ... if the world goes without wealthy, then study wouldn be the priority..
anyways just let days go by ...
everything will be alright..
suddenly feel damn annoyed abt wat ?
i don know ...
just feel very frustrated...
i want to be alone??
maybe
envy those in tp .. why??
becos tp near my house... don need to rush for bus ,, squeeze for bus every morning...
and also individual work...
but there are always pros and cons...
argh i hack care ... since it already happen face the fact..
hope to get a license asap ...
so i can lessen dad burden ..
more convenient ..
don need to take crowded bus..
but burden to the "pocket"
Coe, roadtax, erp, parking fees, maintenance, petrol, washing/polishing...
waaa all money ...
more than 80% of the fees go to..
the government....
i wish i am one of them ... then i will have something which everyone wish to have...
MONEY...
car wouldn be a problem
babe wouldn be a problem
dream wouldn be a problem
housing wouldn be a problem
weathly/comfy life wouldn be a problem
ah neh L leaving marks at
2:06 AM.
happy birthday sharkilla
today is my sweetie pie birthday ... oh i have actually forgot it ... 4 april... sorry ...
anyways
happy birthday sharkilla ..... may all wishes come true ... take care ..
Labels: Happy Birthday Sharkilla
ah neh L leaving marks at
12:35 AM.
a long msg
i guess i have to blog abt all things which i had happen in the past two months into this posts...
actually planned to stop blogging ... but after serious thought sometime blog maybe a perfect place for me to either vent my anger or to voice my sorrow and definitely to share the fun events...
for this two months of holidays... actually for me i didn nothing much ...nothing dramatic for me to elaborate much ...
most of the time will be work ... work... work ....
then went out with friends for drinks...
the most happening will be zhi hao birthday chalet..
surpose to be a surprise to him by we viz... ended up a surprise for all of us ... but anyways we enjoyed alot in the chalet.. chat la .. bbq la... play la... stroll la... sleep la.... eat la... and etc la...
it is always fun to have a friends chalet....
time pasts very fast when u are having fun..... 3 days 2 nights ended...
then back to the same routine ... shd be attending to class gathering with lynnette zhi hao sebas they alll.... but i didn go... sorry ar...
i am having my problem back surrounding and twisting inside my mind..
a problem i will always have when it comes to holiday period..
i will called it the " stay away " ..
i will tend to get a distance with all friends,, is not becos i dislike them or wat... but i will be better alone so i wouldn spoil their moods....
i am actually able and believe that i have step my step forwards but actually i did only a small steps..
after yrs and lecture from my manager dave... he teaches me alot of things.. really alot that i have actually grown more "thinkable"... u can called me stupid, becos i always think for us before myself...
i wanted to force myself to leave the island where i was trapped long ago .. there are always passer-by helpers who willing to give me a ride, but i refused .. somehow confide myself that i will be able to conquer this island and make it mine.. but i was wrong... i don match to be the owner of this island.. instead of a kings i became a fugitive...
so i have made my mind to take the boat left behind and get out to where i belong.. but my willingness still cant fully control my mind to leave the island..
and i was drifting in the sea now, considering to leave, and to psycho my mind to leave... i have to made a decsion ..
so i decided to stay faraway so, hoping to get a answer ... sorry friends if i actually have left u all out....
i am the kind of person who will prefer to be alone ... so someone i wouldn be rather quiet...
i am losting concentration on this topics.. fatigued.. lethargic...
i am back to my normal self .. not leaving out that i will think sometime.. but i will not enthu ...
school starting soon .. haizzzz although frankly speaking the holidays are consider long ..BUT holiday is always not enough..
good luck for everyone ... meet more friends ba....
Labels: so long
ah neh L leaving marks at
12:35 AM.
