i passed
that time we went vivo...
holidays liao.... school was ok... yuhan was sad and lonely as his only one KAT went overseas...
ok leave that case to the loving couple..
About me, i went to take btt yesterday.. and finally i passed... i was elated.... ftt and tp to go.....
Holidays ... tml going genting.. then come back on tues ... thurs work... i have already went my schedule for the holidays liao....
Labels: passed
ah neh L leaving marks at
10:55 PM.
classical spee
i will skip the normal days routine.... talk abt something significant ... pon-school on forget wat days... then go watch indiana jones with( zhi hao, sebas, yuhan-kat, chua-huiping)... then almost everyday feel like pon-ing... anyway holidays soon... btt coming soon ...
for the last two days.. meet lyly and go home tgt...
went to national library ALONE...
i have been researching of suicide cases...
And also musician/composer like Wolfgang amadeus Mozart, Ludwig van Beethoven and Federic Chopin...
Most of the musician died in a early life... they win in music, but lost to sickness...
Something off topic...Chopin'heart was removed after his death.. becos he is fear to be buried alive...The heart was put in a urn and left in a pillar at a church in Poland, Warsaw...I always research on things which ppl don care of... don ask me why i also don know... but i like to research on those things ba ... funny hor...
i am different from other teenagers who like to go CLUB.. DRINK... STEP JIGAY..
haha no offend.. becos everyone have their own interest...
okk i have nothing to say liao... if there are more research i have done i will update here...
Labels: Researcher...
ah neh L leaving marks at
2:13 PM.
changes
seriously i am happy to see u getting along very well with ur best-ies i believe they are better friends than me... i have to apologize to u that i am neglecting all of u, ... that my personal reasons and i guess i will just keep in me.... i did say that i will provide a reason for my behaviour, but i guess i will just take it back... I am not a good friend, i know it... i can only say"i am sorry".. it a harsh decision, i don know whether i am right???... but i just go by my way.. i am selfish, yes... i am arrogant, yes... i am sensitive, yes.... i am bad... i just cant overcome that barrier... that particular barrier which is blocking my vision, my willingness .... i am relieved to know that u have ur good/best friends who know how to treasure u, who can make u happy.. who can make u forget all pain and sorrow... which i cant do it... am i hoping that time could go back to past???... seriously no... why becos i think that is a empty hope, a empty wish which will never come true.... during the past, i really enjoy chatting with u ... u are someone important to me who understand me well and someone i really care... i tot i will nvr be lonely with u around... becos there is someone i can tease, joke of, talk to... but now i guess i will not bother u... u gt better thing to do and i don want the right to do that... i have lost my rights.. i deserved it, becos i choose to be in this way in the first place...
if i have hurt u, i am sorry, sorry for not telling u the reason, sorry for neglecting u, sorry to leave u alone... but ur friends had bring u the joy, which i didn.. treasure them ... i guess they will be thousand times better than me... what i can really hope is to overcome myself... and hope thing will go well...
pls enjoy urself everyday, just don becos, i this idiot who pass-by,spoil ur mood... u are born to smile and laugh.. and pls continue..
i am sorry Curry...
Labels: i am sorry Curry cold...
ah neh L leaving marks at
2:44 AM.
erm....
update to my blog....
school get better day by day, more kpkb more enjoying....
other poly had already started school, so everyone will have something bugging on to keep them busy liao....
for me hanging out with viz, school with be my DAY... sound boring, but nt....
i seems to relieving myself from the past.... history not longer is memories, but its only things which is unrealistic or didn't happen.... reason being i hack care...
i feel lighter now, because i have threw burden off my back.. and i don feel to bring it up again.. it wouldn be nice to scold....
i suddenly lost tracks of my words diao...
----subject changed----
i have changed my impression of our friendly friends... mr bang-la, some of them are actually good guy ... and i have come across one this morning... thank my friend.. remember to send letter when u are in Bangladesh... i will reply in chinese hahahaha
and today full of enjoyment.. i wouldn post out ... only a handful will know...
ended...
Labels: thank my friend mr bang
ah neh L leaving marks at
1:12 AM.
that time we went vivo...
