darkness fall like nobody business..

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seriously i am happy to see u getting along very well with ur best-ies i believe they are better friends than me... i have to apologize to u that i am neglecting all of u, ... that my personal reasons and i guess i will just keep in me.... i did say that i will provide a reason for my behaviour, but i guess i will just take it back... I am not a good friend, i know it... i can only say"i am sorry".. it a harsh decision, i don know whether i am right???... but i just go by my way.. i am selfish, yes... i am arrogant, yes... i am sensitive, yes.... i am bad... i just cant overcome that barrier... that particular barrier which is blocking my vision, my willingness .... i am relieved to know that u have ur good/best friends who know how to treasure u, who can make u happy.. who can make u forget all pain and sorrow... which i cant do it... am i hoping that time could go back to past???... seriously no... why becos i think that is a empty hope, a empty wish which will never come true.... during the past, i really enjoy chatting with u ... u are someone important to me who understand me well and someone i really care... i tot i will nvr be lonely with u around... becos there is someone i can tease, joke of, talk to... but now i guess i will not bother u... u gt better thing to do and i don want the right to do that... i have lost my rights.. i deserved it, becos i choose to be in this way in the first place...
if i have hurt u, i am sorry, sorry for not telling u the reason, sorry for neglecting u, sorry to leave u alone... but ur friends had bring u the joy, which i didn.. treasure them ... i guess they will be thousand times better than me... what i can really hope is to overcome myself... and hope thing will go well...
pls enjoy urself everyday, just don becos, i this idiot who pass-by,spoil ur mood... u are born to smile and laugh.. and pls continue..
i am sorry Curry...

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