darkness fall like nobody business..

Kat Birthday

Happy Birthday to Kat....

we vizards and her bestie&friends gave her a surprise bbq at bukit panjang...
wishes for her...

happy always
continue enjoy showered love by yuhan
all wishes come true

haha... enjoy ur day ...

Labels: happy birthday to kat

ah neh L leaving marks at 11:33 PM.

third

Title:Treasure
Author: Jeffereyson Jefferey
Published:17 June 2008

He was born a arrogant, selfish and naughty boy. His parent always have a hard time control his hot temper and all kind of unimaginable behaviour. His is a headache in school also. Every time there will be sight of him bring punished by the discipline master, being dragged to the principal office.

His parent was clueless about his behaviour, and was helpless about him. They are advise to bring him to psychologist, as least a council will turn him well.

After going through treatment, the doctor diagnose that he is suffering from add(attention deficit disorder).
Because both his parent was working.

So the parent bought a pet dog to kept him company. But both him and the dog doesn't seems to get along well. The dog will bark unintentionally, which he is get very annoyed. So he will scold the dog.

Although this scolding seem to continue, but soon it became a habit to him. Soon bond grew. But the boy still doesn’t really treat the dog well. And the dog can only did it job to kept the boy company, protect the family from burglar.

The normal routine go by days after days, until one day, the dog look moody, lively mood are not act this day. But the boy ignore and neglect the presence of it. He locked himself in the room working on his stuff.

The weak and sick dog eventually fell flat on the floor.
The dog' s collapse was alerted only when the parent came back. It was brought to the vet, but the vet failed to revive the sick dog. The carcass was incinerated and left in at the cemetery beside the vet’s shop.

Normally, we will think that the boy will be delighted regard on the departure on the dog. He will not be so annoyed by the bark, the noise which was made the dog. But the fact is totally different, without the bark in the house, the boy faces silence everyday, all he can do was to stare at his computer for the whole bore day. He was upset by the apart of the dog. Although the dog’s bark annoys him, he scolds the dog whenever they met, but actually the dog kills his boredom. The dog exist made him feel attended. Attention is always the thing he is lack of. Although apparently he didn’t show that the dog apart has made an impact to him.

But he actually bearing blame on him, because seeing the dog behaving strangely, he kept his mind off it, which causes the death of the dog.

And he actually turning from a naughty boy which everyone hates to someone ton better. He started to talk to his parent about bit of thing which he is encountering, and visiting of principal’s office had been deduced to none for him. And the most importantly he treasures everything given to him, his friends, family.

Everyone was curious about his changes, even himself. But to him, he believes that the dog changes his life, although the dog left doesn’t really link to his change. It a climax in the journey of his life.

He will visit his dog when it is the dog’s birthday. And it was the first time his parent ever saw tear burst out from his eyes. To him it is a lost treasure which created impact to him.

“Although there are times you will think that it is a fragment from diamond, but without the fragment the diamond wouldn’t be a complete one. Treasure it before it is too late”.

Labels: Treasure it before it is too late

ah neh L leaving marks at 9:33 PM.

chain tags

This seems to be a chain to all blog i roam through.. after seee-ing yuhan's i decided to do it ....

IN A DIFFERENT WAY

**Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you name them.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. Have FUN!

1.) Mum
2.) Dad
3.) Bro
4.) Zhihao
5.) Yuhan
6.) Chua
7.) Sebas
8.) Weiliang
9.) Enblin
10.) Kenneth
11.) Kat
12.) Jess
13.) HuiPing
14.) Cristiano Ronaldo
15.) David Beckham
16.) Zlatan Ibrahimovic
17.) Fernando Torres
18.) David Villa
19.) Thierry Henry
20.) Lukas Podoski

A.) How did you meet 14? [Cristiano Ronaldo]
In ManUtd first team training

B.) What would i do if i never met 1? [Mum]
Then i wouldn be in this family, and maybe not in this world ba ...

C.) What if 9 & 20 dated? [Enblin and Lukas Podoski]
Enblin will be filled with money, but he will have to be a gay

D.) How about 6 & 17? [Chua and Fernando Torres ]
Chua will also filled with money, and beside it a norm to see chua attack by gays

E.) Describe 3. [Bro]
Naughty, noisy, lovely

F.) Is 8 Attractive? [Weiliang]
Eh.. i don know leh .. i will leave it to weiliang to edit here..

G.) Describe 7. [Sebas]
Short, girly, noisy, friendly, whole rp life filled with lenders (scandal)

H.) Do you know any of 12's family members? [Jess]
Erm only Zhihao ba..

I.) What would you do if 18 confessed that he/she likes you? [David Villa]
I don mind to be with a rich gay..

J.) What language does 15 speak? [David Beckham]
English and Spanish

K.) Who is 9 going out with? [Enblin]
I don know abt his ... all i know is Vizards lo

L.) How old is 16? [Zlatan Ibrahimovic]
26

M.) When is the last time you spoke to 13? [HuiPing]
Erm if i am not wrong i think is when we went vivo ba..

N.)What's 2's favourite band/singer? [Lukas Podoski]
i have no idea, all i know is he knows how to score goals and break defence

O.) Would you ever date 4? [Zhihao]
for what?? haha

P.) Would you ever date 1? [Mum]
don need, she will always be with my dad..

Q.) Is 19 single? [Thierry Henry]
that is a very difficult question, yes single, but night activity shd be tons ba ..

R.) What is 10's last name? [Kenneth]
Sorry i don know, i only know "ken nerd"

S.) Would you ever date 11? [Kat]
confirm no ar, i have not interest with bro girlfriend....

T.) What is 3's School? [Bro]
Red swastika

U.) Where does 16 live? [Zlatan Ibrahimovic]
I think somewhere italy ba.. becos he is playing for inter milan

V.) What is 5's favourite thing? [Yuhan]
favourite thing?? anything which Kat like ba??

W.) Have you seen 2 naked? [Dad]
don wish to...

ah neh L leaving marks at 4:03 PM.

second story written

Title: The Unfinished End
Author: Jeffereyson Jefferey
Published: 09june2008

From the day, he was born, he lived in his own black world. Before he know how to call his parent or appreciate his parent's love, he was left in a basket outside a orphanage. As he grew up years by years, he was always alone. Even when the orphanage caretakers approached him, he will only hide himself in his very own corner. All he wants is to play his piano.

Being a blind is a very torment fact for him and his parent left him totally destroyed his road to future. He never celebrate his birthday, because that will remind him the day his parent left him to the orphanage. He don't appreciate everything in the world expect his piano and that someone..

The orphanage will open to the public on occasion, when he will to performing his piano. Although he play his piano very well, but all he received was a piece of silence. But there will always a girl who will enjoy every single note coming out from the black and white keys. The girl will give a sound of appreciation by clapping for him. Soon it turn to a habit to play a music piece for the girl. And the girl will always give him a lollipop after his play. The black world now contain his piano, and the girl's lollipop.

Soon he grew up and left the orphanage, joined band to continue the journey with the black and white keys.

Although he is a famous pianist, but he still don contact with the outer world, everyday other than playing piano, he will hide himself in his apartment.

He went back to the orphanage for a concert, and after the concert, a lollipop was sorted into his hand, it the girl, his only audience in the past. After that they have a good chat, and this is the first time in his life to have a long conversation with a person. After continuous chat everyday their relationship grow.

Soon he started to overcome his barrier and start going out with the girl. They have a very happy times together. Until this day, when they are walking down the streets, his sharp ears started to heard other mumbling comments. "Will their relationship last?". Upon this comment, he wonders, he had trouble sleeping that night.

The next day, before meeting the girl, he went to buy a lollipop from the provision shop.
He hand the lollipop to the girl, explained to her," i am giving you this lollipop back to you, thank for your support, i think you should find yourself a better normal man, who can take care of you. Although I am blind but I can feel that you are born with a kind heart and a pretty appearance. Thank you for giving a blind man, a memories to remind on. A feeling of love" After his speech, he turn his back and left the girl. Knowing that the girl didn't chase up, he agree that he decision is right.

He hopes that the girl will stay happily with her family to be successful in her future life..
For him, he will continue playing piano in the band and live his lonely life forever. Because he think that he will be troubling the girl , he will hinder the life of the girl.

But he mistaken that the girl, she is actually not coming from rich family.

She is also a orphan in the orphanage, and why she only present on occasion was because, the girl is suffering from low blood, which she need special care in the orphanage. She is given a lollipop to provide her with sufficient glucose level in her blood. She willing to sacrifice her life support lollipop as a present to for the man.. And lastly she also share the same black world with the man everyday in her life.

"Although you may have reach the end of the cliff, but there is someone beside you. Reaching out her hands for you, don't leave the warm from the hands to the wind."

Labels: don't leave the warmness to the wind

ah neh L leaving marks at 1:12 AM.

a story of mine

Title: The wrong or right choice
Author: Jeffereyson Jefferey
Published: 5 June 2008

In a island, there live a man. He was living in a hut alone. Everyday he will just grow his crop, and life was very normal and simple. He got no wishes, no ambition. All he thinks of was to continue without changes.
One particular day, he meet a lady who was doing her laundry at the lake. She was elegant. They have a good chat at the lake.
They seem to be soul mate, who was fated to meet each other at the lake. Although both of them were poor, but they enjoyed the time together. They were satisfied enough by just meeting each other at the lake.

The lake was beautiful and lovely to them, because it the place they met. The man soon has a goal, to give joy and take care of the lady. He proceed with his goal by work hard on his farming, so he can earned a better living. So to support the lady's need. So both of them have a better living condition.

But happy times don't last. Soon the island was colonize by a country which then develop everything in the island. Previously everyone lived in hut, life is simple, trading crop in the city. But now schools, market, and house made by brick were built. Everything changes in the midst of everyone simple life.

The couple was affected by the completely diverse. The man rejected the whole changes, but the lady accepted. Their perception crossed. After hesitation, the man left the island unwillingly, leaving his love behind, since the lady don't share his opinion. After everyone in the island have been settle with the diverse. The man returned. His return was only to see the lady, and hopefully to live a simple life with the lady again.

But when he sees the lady. His hope destroyed. The lady changed. After receiving education and widen her friend network. Although they still chat at the lake, but the man was not happy anymore. They no longer think the same, share the same frequency. And worst, the lady was not so easy approached like previously. She have tons of friends. The man always has difficulty meeting with the lady, even they met, topics that she was saying, was a clueless to the man.

But he didn't blame her, because it was him who choose to left her during the change. And he understand that different people will obtain different perception. He can only put the blame to himself. And he have in mind was " am i obstructing her?, am i a nuisance?, should i leave her?, i left her when she needed company, do i still have the rights to have her by my side?" He question himself everyday. His answers was : yes i am obstructing her, yes i am a nuisance, and i am so selfish to left her when she needed company. I don't deserve to have her by my side anymore."

Although the lady corrected him in their conversation about the matter, she told him that he is thinking too much. time will fill the gap. but he just can't take the words of hers. He is not convinced. A serious thought, made him leave her again. This time it forever. The lady was depressed upon the leaving of the man. The man left a letter at her desk saying " My dear, you are the only one who gave me hope and my goal, with you around everything is beautiful, even the most tedious job i worked for, with you around they are no longer suffering. But now, i choose to leave my love, my joy, my goal behind. i apologize for my selfishness. I left you when you are helpless, i don't deserve you anymore. If you are enjoying now please continue, if not please do. You created my beautiful memory And that will be my only memory in my life. Goodbye."

The man left in the silence, nobody knows.
The lady proceeded with her life.
The lake and the letter is the only memory of the man.......

The reason why the man left, will be left to your own thinking.
And is it a wrong or right choice for the man...??

Labels: My first written story

ah neh L leaving marks at 12:29 AM.

my drawing

At home with nothing on...
bored...
after roaming all blogs
i decided to draw something...
VIZARDS

how was it ...
i accept opinions/comment...!!
at my tag boards
thanks!!

ah neh L leaving marks at 7:28 PM.

went and back

i went genting...
do nothing .. just enjoy the atmosphere, and weather there...

and i am back to singapore now...

Labels: genting trip

ah neh L leaving marks at 12:44 AM.

is this the wrong decision??

am i wrong ... u always correct me..
i believe in u .. but i can't change my mind ....
i wanted to, but mental barrier...
am i thinking too much ...

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i was in a beautiful island, living happily at there...
full of laughter and joy...
but becos the island joined a alliance which i think is wrong and unsuitable....
i leave the island...
think that i am not suitable to the island...

after a while...
i decided to go back... i know i am taking it for granted, i apologize for that...
but when i went back now...
i found that the island was occupied..
no longer .. mine..
and i cannot give the island joy anymore...
becos other have...
i was thinking will i stay ..
i doubt...
but i really wanted to be here...
am i going to really leave this wonderful place ever...
not coming backk...?
will i regret...?
will i forget....?
all question remain a silence, a unknown...

Labels: my bad

ah neh L leaving marks at 4:50 PM.