darkness fall like nobody business..

my day 29.12.08

ytd i slept that 5 plus and woke up at 7.30 and rushed to alexandra hospital with samuel..
becos he need to go for NS checkup...
after then walk around queenway... till ah bao called me ... said he want to go shop for clothes...

met that bao at clark quay and head to vivo... walk rounds and rounds... and proceed to ps.. and he finally bought his one and only clothes.... and we took mrt to little india... to stroll... and bao brought me to a restaurant to eat... something like a indian bread... then shop around musafa ... and wait for my parent to fetch... and i went for my dinner ... and bao back home ... that goes my off day.. tml will be work and eve too ...

ah neh L leaving marks at 12:42 AM.

29/12/08

suddenly feels like

going back to school so that i can mixed around with my friends and i can see all my friends... but java and php are kind of torturing....

earning alot of money .... although money are evil but i need it.. so that life will be more relaxed.. wouldn be a struggle....

visiting the cinema for movie marathon....

hanging out with friends for a drink

playing more games, ex.( F.E.A.R and many more)

getting more rest....

there are so many wishes... well a brand new year... let hope i have my best luck....
same to alll of my bros and friends.....

and one more important thing

it marcus 's birthday.... happy birthday ... take care ... autistic boy...

Labels: Happy Birthday Marcus...

ah neh L leaving marks at 1:14 AM.

christmas

merry christmas to everyone
thanks
yuan
raymond
bao
kokheng
jeraldine
for sending me the greeting via msg...
sorry for the late reply... i was working during the countdown...

girlfriend.... i wasn expected u still rmb to sms me ar... although we make a agreement to sms each other.... thank for the greeting !!! sorry i was too busy to send it on time... anyway u enjoy christmas and new year... <3 ... miss you..

well i was busying working ytd night.. but this eve was a crowded one, like the previous years....
sales was not hit... well
there are still new year eve... let hope rain don visit ...

ah neh L leaving marks at 5:03 PM.

19/12/08

well nothing much happened today.. i am on my way back to regaining my energy, have to be in good condition before the christmas eve, if nt work will be a hassle ...

well this is the present i received during the chalet day from tan bao kuang... we had a present exchange activity....
intended to give it to raymond and huizhong.. but ended at my side... haha

this is wat i collected so far... i think i will be getting more soon...

Labels: energy boost??

ah neh L leaving marks at 1:05 AM.

our class chalet

finally three days two nights chalet ended in a blink....
thank to all who have come, sorry for the expenses...
bao
guoyan
claris
raymond
carson
kokheng
huizhong
marcus
weijun
weijun's gf
yvonne
jancis

first night....
we had a bbq night, then during the late night...
a card game played.. lose will have to drink shots...
vodka
vodka vanilla
vodka raspberry
martell

so everyone drank at least 7 to 8 shots...
then kok drunk.. when to sleep
but kept waking up and say " xiao bai sheng le shen me bing ?, xiao bai tu le"
very annoyed and noisy..
then next
yvonne.. went toilet steadily
but in the end need someone to help her back... becos she vomit and was drunk too...
then next
carson... although look very steady
but keep laughing non stop even through nothing funny... drunk
then hui zhong suddenly came out and vomited...

only left me, guoyan, bao, claris, marcus, ray(didn drink), weijun jancis still ok...

second night
stomache haunt most of the ppl... only me, kok and weijun escape from the stomache trend...
during the night, went night cycling to changi....
that was really tiring...
but huizhong, ray and carson doesn look so... they are like having endless energy... potential cyclist...
when we are turning back to our chalet... jancis and yvonne due to not feeling well cabbed back...
then huizhong rode too fast and strike the kerb which ended up puncture the back tyre... and have to walk back which is abt 3 km....
well i slow down and company them to petrol station, attempts to pump the tyre yet failed...
just then bao called and told me he fall and broke the seat.. i dash to find him at the bus stop, fortunately he didn injured himself only the seat clamp broke...

since i need some rest then we decided to wait for kok and zhong who need to push the crippled bike back...
ray, carson and marcus came.. from the chalet... then we tgt scroll back bring along the crippled bikes...

what a incidence cycling journey...

then back in the chalet... everyone sleep like a log...and baokuang snore so loudly... which was so loudly, luckily we are very tired if nt we wouldn be able to fall asleep with the medley bao gave..

that end the chalet days..
although it look like on boring and i think this chalet was not well planned... but as long as everyone enjoy and have fun... it is still worth....

Labels: tirreedd

ah neh L leaving marks at 3:32 PM.

so stress

tml will be going to chalet....
but i don know why i felt so stressed up now...
but not becos of the chalet...
well something just pop-up on my mind... night time is always the time to emo...
that why i was taught to sleep early... it doesnt only good for health it also save u from emo-ing...
shd i stick to my principle...??
i happen to hear a quote this morning while i was watching a movie... it says something like. " if you obeyed all your rules, you are well principled, but if you are flexible enough to change your rules in some circumstances you are intelligent."
it true and cool...

i haven been stop thinking haha ...
my brain working hard... maybe i shd give it some rest...
so good night ...

i feel like playing cello, guitar, piano and everything...

ah neh L leaving marks at 1:48 AM.

go drink

just came back...
went crazy elephant @ clark quay with bao, claris and guoyan..
that pb guoyan tell us that he is going there for jamming but didn...becos the place was crowded .. there is a anniversary party going on ... then the guys drink beer and lady drinks liquor.... then we joke around slap each others... slapping the whole way to the taxi stand...

well three weeks holidays just started but i have my schedule well packed.... holidays are good time for pumping wallets, replenish energy... and relaxing...
but i will not be able to see my girlfriend for three weeks... arghh how...
have to ask her out then ... haha opps...

Labels: missing you

ah neh L leaving marks at 3:17 AM.

leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

taken from http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/linkin_park/leave_out_all_the_rest.html

Labels: leave behind some reasons to be missed

ah neh L leaving marks at 6:01 PM.

what wrong

seriously sometime i think peacefully mind have to be corrupt in order to be a normal... it normal that every human being have their own things to fill the empty in the brain. but for me, i am always filling it with things which eventually should be placed in..

well although after so many things happened.... i changed.... to someone who don't care about things which is not related to me.... i will not be waste my efforts.. try don to cross ur lane to the other if u are not meant to be ...

i have this thing in mind well i kind of funny problem which shouldn bypass my mind..
my judgment failed me... but i cant be controlling the environment.... i am prejudice on this particular thing which is popular and well appreciated... i thought i am numb to it, but it is still haunting me ... surrounded.. how i wished i don know that much... but eyes are like camera which captured all the sight into ur brain... i can only choose to forget and act blank... although it is not something bad... but if u are still practicing it that mean we don share mindsets...

but its ok... i am not god to change the world, i am not able to perfect all things... as long as happy .. somemore i said that i don care things which is not related to me... but i am complain so much... argh obviously getting old.... before old man start to nag... i will end here

Labels: perfectionist...

ah neh L leaving marks at 3:54 PM.

happy birthday

happy birthday to jeraldine miss mian bao mei....
hope you enjoy ur big day...
apologize for not having any plan for ur big day... well i guess shd be a trend that i will not be celebrating with you ... haha .... well u will still enjoy ur bday for sure....

one day before was dave birthday tooo...
well as promised i will be back to work for him during the christmas and new year eve nights.... well days are pulling close... have to be prepared for the big and messy crowds again....

well my eye lid is signaling me the time to sleep.... everyday have to wake up so early.... my night is no longer young for me..... i cant lasts in the night anymore... regaining energy.... nite

Labels: Happy Birthday Miao Bao mei and dave

ah neh L leaving marks at 1:58 AM.

yuhan's birthday and botak days MR weiliang

today went to yuhan's hse to surprise him.... why becos it is his
BIRTHDAY ... his GIRL kat order buffet set at his home, so that he can celebrate his big day with his family...

went his hse before him... everyone get ready at 7.00 something to surprise him....
ate the food like hungry bunch of siao.... well i think everyone enjoy and also make a lot of noise...
abit tooo noisy...

well i left at 9 something along with weiliang, jon tan and eunice...

something to highlight.... Mr. weiliang will be book into NS tml.... finally his day come.... botak days.... going in for his bmt .... but shd be booking out on sunday becos monday is hari raya..... and christmas and new year.... lucky shit man weiliang...

well one more year for me .... botak days awaits....

Labels: Happy Birthday Yuhan.. botak days

ah neh L leaving marks at 10:59 PM.